Now that we’re a couple weeks out from it, I wanted so share some of the thoughts I had following the night of the election:
Words can’t fully capture how I feel right now, so these are just words. I’m angry, sad, disheartened, disgusted, appalled, furious.
I’ve been hearing a lot of talk and seeing a lot of posts on social media about people no longer wanting to associate with anyone who voted for him. First of all I want to acknowledge that this is a valid sentiment for any individual who feels this way because yesterday the majority1 of our country essentially invalidated multiple marginalized and vulnerable populations (and some that have been disregarded regardless of yesterday’s outcome), which includes a lot of people who I hold dear.
Another part of me thinks the solution to the situation we are in cannot be to further isolate into our echo chambers. This is not meant to shame any one who has decided that they no longer want any part of the population that has in invalidated their existence, you have every right to do whatever needs to be done to protect yourself and your wellbeing, and no one should be telling you how to feel or how to act in this moment. For myself, who has the privilege of being a cis-hetero-man, a US citizen, educated, from an upper middle class family with all the opportunities in the world afforded to me by the work put in by my immigrant family (some of whom are supporters of his), I feel like I can’t step away. I owe it to all the people I hold love for — my family members, my patients, and everyone else out there who are going to suffer because of the direction our country may head in these coming four years — to fight the affliction of heart and mind that has seemingly taken hold in so many people.
Despite what the election results show, I (perhaps naively) choose not to believe that all those people are hateful, idiotic, misogynistic, sexist, xenophobic, transphobic individuals. It’s possible that a large number of them may be one or multiple of those, but they are also people with their own priorities who were made promises through cult rhetoric of a better life for themselves and for their loved ones.
Something is missing. I ask myself, How can intelligent people, people who I have at least at one time called my friend, support a man who represents so much hatred and idiocy? There has to be as disconnect. Maybe not… perhaps every single one of those supports are themselves representative all those things. But if so, then where do we go from there? Because based on how this country elects presidents (i.e. the electoral college), leaving both sides fester in their own bubbles will not turn out well for progressive ideals, as we’ve seen. And something tells me that process is not going anywhere soon — call it a hunch.
It’s so easy nowadays to shut off and shut out beliefs and perspectives that differ from out own. Algorithms, socials media, likes, and follows all exacerbate this, if they are not indeed the root cause.2 Unlike, unfollow, report; sure it makes us feel better because then we no longer have to see it, but rarely will that stop it from existing, and those who do resonate with that content will find it and come together, free of any dissenting thoughts thus hardening their beliefs, and making it inconceivable that anyone else of sound mind would think differently.
The change we need comes in culture shifts, not in elections in and of themselves. Culture shifts come through changes in believes and values. Those changes can only come when you are challenged by beliefs and values that differ from your own. It comes from not demonizing other people for having a different world view or having different lived experiences. It comes from finding common ground, as difficult as it may be. It comes speaking up, but perhaps more importantly, from listening. It comes from being disruptive for the sake of change, as well as being open to change.
I could have done more, even if it wouldn’t have changed the outcome of this election. I failed to speak up in casuals conversations for fear of embarrassment, retribution, or not being knowledgeable enough to back up my beliefs. I stayed in my comfort zones only engaging in spaces where I knew my ideals would be validated. These are things that need to change, even if they are coming woefully late. I anticipate that 9.5/10 times doing any of this work will leave me frustrated, hopeless, angry, and desperate, but the alternative is equivalent to me personally giving up and choosing to live with my privilege relatively unscathed, which beyond complicity, would be an injustice and waste.
Again all of this is just words. Words that are basically meaningless in light of what is at stake, and in the absence of action.
I know not all the people who read this will share my perspective. If you are one of them I want to hear your thoughts. I can promise to come into the conversation with an open heart and an open mind, and I hope you can do the same.
1Which might not be quite true anymore, but that doesn’t change the outcome.
2The roots cause is human nature, these technologies just feed off of and augment it.
nANIMOv 